Friday, May 30, 2008

brings tears to my eyes every time...

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I'm Going Mobile!!!


YIPEE!!! I'm going mobile. I always get inspiration at the weirdest of times, and now as long as I have my cell phone with me I can still blog.

Interesting Video of the week.

I like this a lot. Listen it's...nice. yet meloncholy. :)

P.S. I think my writer's block is wearing off.

Dark Clouds.


I went to sleep with a bit of a storm cloud over my head.

I don't even know what wind blew it in.

I woke up and it's still here.


Now I'm just wondering when it'll rain...


I can see a silver lining though...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Writer's Block.


I am currently having a writer's block. With everything. My stories, my poems, I can't even find the words to edit poems, and annoyingly enough school papers too which is really killing me. Everytime I try nothing comes out right. Then again...
I've noticed it's getting harder and harder to turn my thoughts into spoken or written words.
*sigh* I need to catch some shut eye, maby the black cloud hanging over my head will be gone in the morning.

Bittersweet advantage.



When it comes to lying...I'm not half bad. Though yes it's wrong, it has turned out to be very handy. But sometimes when I'm lying about somethings...I wish I would get caught. But I usually am not. Which usually (depending on the lie) would make me happy, but occasionally it just makes me sadder. Knowing that the few people who know me the best, can't even see through my facade.

Friday, May 23, 2008

So fickle...


Clarity is such a fickle thing......

Monday, May 19, 2008

Interesting Video

Makes You Think

No comment.



Words.


Words are powerful. But only when you choose to aknowledge and use them.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Narnia.


I just came back from the new Narnia movie. It was pretty good. but I felt like I understood some of their inner conflicts a little too well. Well that's all I feel like saying right now, but I suggest you check it out, it really was a good movie. I can't wait for the next one.

Mindset.


I'm always waiting for something, and I don't exactly know what. I can usually change mind sets when the need be. But for some reason, it's so hard to get out of this one. I know it's not of any help, but I've had it for so long, I don't know if I can change it. I'm use to change, but inner change, always came so much slower than external change.
And it's always so much harder to deal with.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Family and Paperwork


YEAH!!! I get to see my family again. I mean techinally I see family all the time, but their step family and I've known them less then a year. But soon I'll get to see the people I've actually grown up with. YEAH!!! I'm so excited. I really really miss seeing them. But in just like a week or so I can see them again. I haven't been able to blog much or will be able to, because I have a lot of work to do, and a lot of papers to write. Which sucks but it's my fault because I let them just pile up. Well g2g l8r.