Fleeting Thoughts...

Sometimes I get lost in my own head...

When I'm pushing myself to the edge, It's because I want to feel something real...

Sometimes I wonder if I'll be just as confused about the world when I'm 40 as I am right now...

Confusion is something you get when you start growing up and it never goes away...

The greatest treasure lost, was never gold but knowledge...

Though I am not proud of some of my ancestors actions... I will never be ashamed of where I come from...

If you let yourself go to music it can be anything...

From dreary to downright intoxicating...

There are fantastic worlds I visit in my mind's eye, I only wish I could share them as clearly as I experience them...

The sad thing about crime is usually there is a sad story on each end. There are rarely any true villains in life, just more unhealed desperate and confused people.

Definition. Our way of giving meaning to everyday life. We define everything. Even people. Especially people. So what do you define yourself as? How do you define yourself? How do you want to be defined? When your time has come and gone, what will your definition be?

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I'm always jotting my thoughts jot somewhere figured, I'd post them...

Cloud head.

Sometimes I just can't get my head out of the clouds...

Morning Rain.

I don't like cold rain.
The cold just zaps all the fun out of being in the rain.
It's been raining a lot here, it even rained on Valentines Day. I went up to San Fran to help my Aunt in her flower shop. It was cold, windy and rainy as usual. Oh and I have the whole week of school off this week, so that's kind of nice. I haven't been able to get a lot of sleep lately, and I woke up really upset over a dream I couldn't even remember (I hate hormones.). So I had a bit of a crummy start this morning but I'm okay, now. Well it's already 1 and I haven't really eaten anything yet, so L8tr.

Icicles.

"Hey look Icicles! They're real here too!"
"But ours back home are cooler, they light up." -my sister

What she said when we went skiing with my dad. My dad and I couldn't stop laughing.

Little

I miss being little.

Things were so much simpler then.

Christmas Highlights...

(A thousand piece puzzle we started a few days ago and just finished today)

-Flying down to visit my Dad, sister, and Grandma and Aunts for Christmas.

-Trying to teach my aunt and grandma to play Medal of Honor, my stomach began to hurt I was laughing so hard...

-I saw the movie The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, a fantastic movie everyone should go see, absolutely adorable.

-Setting up my Grandma's Christmas tree(which will probably stay up till April)

Things to Look Forward to...

-My mom might come down and hopefully I'll get to see her side of the family as well.

-I might get to go skiing for New Years. (which for some odd reason I'm not looking forward to too much, not sure why, but my Dad and Sister really want to go.

-I still have presents to open when I go back

-I don't have finals until three weeks after I go back to school

Well I hope everyone is having a good Christmas as well. :)

One good thing about sitting alone at an airport you notice the view...