Makes You Think

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Words.

Words are powerful. But only when you choose to aknowledge and use them.

Narnia.

I just came back from the new Narnia movie. It was pretty good. but I felt like I understood some of their inner conflicts a little too well. Well that's all I feel like saying right now, but I suggest you check it out, it really was a good movie. I can't wait for the next one.

Mindset.

I'm always waiting for something, and I don't exactly know what. I can usually change mind sets when the need be. But for some reason, it's so hard to get out of this one. I know it's not of any help, but I've had it for so long, I don't know if I can change it. I'm use to change, but inner change, always came so much slower than external change.

And it's always so much harder to deal with.

Family and Paperwork

YEAH!!! I get to see my family again. I mean techinally I see family all the time, but their step family and I've known them less then a year. But soon I'll get to see the people I've actually grown up with. YEAH!!! I'm so excited. I really really miss seeing them. But in just like a week or so I can see them again. I haven't been able to blog much or will be able to, because I have a lot of work to do, and a lot of papers to write. Which sucks but it's my fault because I let them just pile up. Well g2g l8r.

New Blog for stories.

Hi everybody, ok I started another blog specifically for the flash fiction, one shots, drabbles, and long stories. I was posting them on my other blog, but one of the stories is getting really long and I wanted to have a seperate place for it. So please go check it out and tell me waht you think. :) Thanks.

Last night wasn't all that great.

*Sigh* ok I really am not sure if I should say this or not, but it was to freaky for me not to. Besides I really need to vent. Last night everybody at my house was either really cranky or in pain. I was a bit of both. So being cranky my patience wasn't very strong and my anger just grew and grew until I needed to get out. I was so angry I feared I might hurt somone. So though it was late, and dark outside I went for a run around the block. by myself. Which I know is one of my stupider ideas, but I really needed to get away from everybody. So I grabbed myself a jacket and slipped on my tennis shoes and took off. But before I was even a house away from mine. I got this really bad feeling, that somone was behind me. And though I looked all around me, I was the only one out, no one was even looking outside a window. So I tried to shake it off and began to run. Well the longer I was out and the farther I got from my house the worse the feeling got. I searched all around me several times, but absolutly nothing was there. So I ran some more but the feeling got worse. It swear I felt like something was behind me and just waiting to attack me. Though outwardly I was staying calm, in my head I was ready to scream. Then I saw some people up ahead, walking their dogs, but I stil didn't get a bad feeling from them. Though their dogs went beserk when they saw me and were barking like crazy. But they passed me by even taking somewhat wide circles around me. They passed and I didn't see them again. but as I got a way from them the feeling only got worse, the feeling just continued to rise, so when I was just around the corner from my house, I tried to call my parents to have them meet me outside incase it wasn't just a bad feeling. but my phone kept going out and by the time I was able to call I was already in our drive way. The first thing I did was come in tell them I was fine and rush to my room. There I curled up into a feedle position and tried to stop myself from crying and shaking. It really freaked me out. The weirdest part is usually I can shake something like that but I couldn't this time the feeling was so strong. And no I wasn't just playing tricks on myself because I've done this before, and I felt nothing but calm so this time was weird, besides my neighborhood is really safe. Well Ihope everyone else had a better friday night. L8r.