Final Update, Final Farewell.

Wow, I can't believe I've had this since eighth grade. Not that it really turned into anything special I suppose. Well, I'm now 18, and about a month away from graduating high school. I'm happy and eager for whatever comes next (college), but this blog I'm afraid won't be part of that. To anyone who might actually have kept reading this up to this point, thanks. But now I must bid you adieu.

  

This is my far overdue, far too often delayed, farewell. 

This blog is now officially dead.

Tonight I feel hollow...

And I've no idea why...

Excerpt from my notebook...

 

I want to dance until my feet refuse to move. I want to write until my fingers bleed. I want to run until my legs tremble at the mere thought of standing. I want to push myself to the precipice of my beliefs, just so that I can see the world in another way, and really truly feel alive.

Tonight I feel human...

Tonight I feel human. I dared to hope for something all souls crave. I dared to consider taking tentative steps forward to what draws all humans like moths to a flame. For a small amount of time, I allowed myself to desire that elusive warmth which I consider nearly impossible to obtain. I almost allowed myself to believe that I could lay the most fragile part of myself in someone else's hands.
Almost.
Now I am feeling the twinge of sorrow and longing that accompanies the undesired acceptance that my former belief was true. I won't, probably can't find anyone I could trust enough to do so. So tonight I feel human. And am hating myself for it.

The Rage in Placid Lake

I love this movie. It was downright awesome. The dialogue was witty, the characters original and brilliant and the overall plot an amusing treat. This movie easily won me over.

Hmm...Love & Other Drugs

Hmm, It's starting to seem like I only update when I see movies I wanna write about...Hmm...
Anyways...

This movie turned out to be rather heartwarming. Though it should be made absolutely clear that it's not for kids, it's a 16, maybe 17 & up movie, at the least and even that depends on the maturity. However if you push aside the rather unnecessary (and sometimes explicit) sex scenes, you can find a fairly heartwarming story. To be honest this is probably a pretty good date flick, a bit of porn for the guy, a story for the girl, and enough comic relief to keep them both laughing. It's cute, and though it may not be everybody's cup of tea, the story is worth the watch. Just make sure people to leave the immature kids (and adults) at home.
L8r & Good Night.

P.S. Happy Thanksgiving. ;)

Repo

The music on this soundtrack has been holding my mind and ears captive, since I saw the movie. The movie was amazing, and made all the better because of the music. Anyone who appreciates the violence, and doesn't mind some gore should see it. The movie had me captivated, the ending had me shocked, and the music had me wanting more. Bravo.